Thursday, October 16, 2008
{ 9:32 PM }
i dont know how i felt after yesterday. =/ why should i feel so messed up anyways? actually it's no big problem. seriously. i'm just crazy..i want everything to be so perfect but i must understand that there is nothing on earth that is perfect and that there is no one on earth that is flawless. i have my flaws too..why cant others have theirs? if i believe in something, i should stick to it all the way shouldnt it? but on the other hand, i dont see what all this can and will lead to. currently, i'm confused. but i know deep inside, i'm not.
it doesnt change and may not change for a while.